Well i passed my exam got 44/60 and you needed 29/60 to pass, so i was happy enough! Started Biology and got to disect....get this...an onion lol and looking at the membrane under a microscope! Wa hey! The lecturer calls me her little home schooled pupil...she is so funny.

What else! My mum found out that i am living with Tom again, she took it really well, which yes, it did surprise me. I'm just trying to save up enough to put a deposit down on something.

Odd one for me is that i have been buying cloths on ebay! I have also had to open a dispute on ebay because of some jerk who won't seem to give me a refund. Nevermind hey!

I spent last night getting rat arsed and then doing stupid stuff! It was great, two nights in a row.

And thats about that....

Current Mood: crazy

I was sat in bed on Sunday worrying something stupid about this week, what with being ill and everything else. Then i thought, why the hell am i stressing for, so i got an extension on my essay, and i moved my Uni interview to another date in April. So that just leaves me with my exam tomorrow.

Monday, i went to work feeling yuk, that morning Tom was dyagnosed with with bacterical pnemonia, so as you can imagine i began to worry! So after work i went down to a drop in centre and got some antibiotics, i have tonsilitus. I took Tuesday off because i felt rubbish and i am back at work today feeling not wonderful but ok (i can breath through my nose again...yay!)

So i spent Sunday revising and then i have taken tomorrow off to revise too and then there is this evening and yes i am still slightly panicing...but it will all be ok!!!!

Current Location: Work
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: Nudda

So whats new, well new years sucked ass, i was so ill i couldn't go out to any of the parties i was invited too. I'm still ill now, i've had to have three days off work and i still feel rubbish!

Details: Well i'm ill as mentioned above and its really starting to drain me now. I have a 1500 word essay due in next Thursday and an exam on Thursday to revise for. I still need to get some experience or look like i am for my nursing uni interview that is on Friday. So i have taken next Thursday and Friday off to prepare and run around in a mad rush! Getting prepared for my interview, exam , essay course work and getting to the uni etc is beoming a major stresser.

Because i have the above to do i keep worring because i'm still ill and need to be better to carry out the above tasks. It's a never ending circle of fear.

In the relationship side of the personal life, i'm back living with tom and i haven't told my mum and dad yet. They don't like Tom and they also lent me the money to get my place. I don't have much of the deposit left and no matter how many times i try to save it all turns out horribly wrong! My sister has come down to stay with friends and she still thinks i'm living in Pompey on my own, as does my two brothers and their wives who also decided to visit this weekend. So i'm having to keep up pretences with them all that i'm not living with Tom...it's hard work.

So they are all visiting and we went out shopping and there in starbucks the barrister ( i use the term loosly) F*cks up the chip'n'pin machine, no problems i thought, re-set it etc, but no lets chat to all the staff attempt to smile and offer platitudes and then just stare at the machine in the hope of his empty thoughts making itwork again. I offer to pay cash, which goes down very well...all is fine. Then comes my turn i order my grande caffe mocha and my rocky roads busicuit. "Sorry madam what was that?" I repeat again what i ordered. "What size madam?" Grande, grannnde, medium or whatever the f*ck you call it! He then offers me a busicuit that looks nothing like what i ordered. "Rocky Roads Busicuit", he says. Does that look like a RR busicuit? "Er no madam." So off he goes to change it. I mentioned this to my posse at the table, and what do i get from my brother "you sound just like Paul" (the brother i despise for his snobbery, arrogance that eminates from him. So i dislike my brother. Then my sister after making me take the day off work (althought i actually am sick), tells me i
can't come out for the family dinner because she has invited someone who doesn't like me and i don't like him and therefore i am unwelcome and would i mind bailing out gracefully, which really made me feel great!

The end of the current saga!

Current Location: Becci's House
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Coronation Street lol

Its Friday and i am still at work...yay! Usually if you take a day of sick i get evils from certain people, but today it was thought that i would not be coming in as i am ill. I am confused....very confused! I'm going to work the morning and then go home...yay! And as my friends know when i am ill i am really really ill!

Current Location: Work
Current Mood: and Grumpy
Current Music: Whateve this clasical crap that Lousie is playing now!

Its Wednesday the 27th of December and here i am back at the office working! Oh the fun.

It was a good Christmas, went to see my mum on the saturday and sunday and got to see Lucifel so was well cool. I got home, played santa and then went to bed. I cooked a perfect roast dinner for christmas day. I got loads of pressies, which did surprise me, although someone bought me these huge knickers and i mean huge, they were like 12 sizes bigger then me and i'm not small as it is! I laughed so hard i went blue! It turned out he had bought them for several people in his family so i think it was a joke, well i hope it was! Boxing day i chilled and then did a spot of shopping (bought this cute little bag!)and then had a boxing day feast, but something made me ill and i was up chucking at 2am this morning!

Ah well its christmas!

Current Location: Work - Havant
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Someone is playing Robbie Williams